'Cause the hardest part of this is Leaving you..

This is the song that I can cry by Listen to, Lagu ini sumpah ngena banget. Cancer by MCR: biarpun saya ndak kena kanker, tapi saya bisa merasakan bagaimana sedihnya meninggalkan seseorang sedang kita tidak ingin meninggalkannya. Jekidot* the Lyrics:

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And BURY me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
'Cause I'm awful just to see
'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
And baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo,
We're counting down the days to go
It just ain't living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye tonight (goodbye tonight)
I'll ask you to be true (cause I'll ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

Bury me, bury me.. T_T

What a wonderful song by MCR, the deep one.. Don't try to listen whiLe you in the middle of sadness, it's totally make you want to kill yourself, also 'yesterday' from Beatles, better you go far away from these song when sadness and hurtness are your today-headline. (told by own experience).

*Jekidot was the language style by eLmc: elektro mountaineering club, while there are 2 Jeki inside.. x)